♥ EgoisticlLy Rachyy™ ツ

2008-12-23T14:14:00.004+08:00

♥ 未来的蓝图应该有你 , 不该只剩叹息

In office now . Left with three of us only (: Wahahahs.

Listening to the song Gavn sent . Nicenice . hehs

Was helping out with blogshop thingy .

Akl want me to open one blogshop with her .

Meiting babe called and asked me to met them on sat , help them choreograph dance .

So long didnt choreograph by myself liao ><>

But still not sure if i can meet them , gt something on that day .

Do msg me soon aites ? (:

Guai pi msned with me just now .

Say he recover liao . goodgood (:

He wanted to pei me go buy books but sis gonna drive me thr on sat .

He promise to bring me out gaigai leh ! must horh . and the ice-cream (:

And guess wad ? he offlined without telling again ! urghs . Suan lerh .

Otong went for movie without me lerh ): sad .

Chatted with gorh ytd . He's leg okhay liao , think his case also okhay lerh barh .

Meet up soon gorhh (:

Please know how to respect me and not look into my things as and when you like .

Everyone serves the rights to keep their things unknown to others . I didnt scream at you because i know that you're old enough to think and not be screamed at like a small girl .

Please , how old already. You should know all these limits by now. I respect you despite you being aged younger than me so the more you should respect me . Do i deserve to be respect by you i dontknow but i have the rights to keep my things confidential . I gave you the informations of this blog is because i trust you but not for you to open it up whenever you like .

Rmb you ever asked me why he listens to me and not you although we both are elder than him ?

The way he treats you just reflects on the way you treats me . Think it through girl .

2008-12-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

♥

Oh yah , one more thing !
New link : www.dollytitude.blogspot.com
Will change tml night wheni i'm back !
Relink soon peeps (:

2008-12-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

Made of recycled materials !

Lol , can ignore this (:

♥ Last Whisper ..

Back at home (!!) Was dancing and dancing from 8-5pm ! can die ! lol

Somemore Miss Lee or Li nvr come ><>

Today quite fun with otong and co around (:

Lesbo dont cry liao no use crying because of her .

Hate it when ppl come then dont come . Make teacher keep changing our places .

Only know how to make ppl change their original place to urs so that YOU can fit in .

Have you even realise how much trouble you've brought upon us (?)

Glad that yellow2 confronted u infront of all of us ! Shame on you .

Ur mood good then come not good then dont come . Ur house uh !

Everyone's dancing and sweating here too alright . Come liao still want give face .

We dont need it alright . Save it for yourself

Tml going back work again ><>

Sch gonna reopen soooon . and i mean , Sooooon !

Gahs , everything's not yet ready ): busy uh , Veli busy .

Kim and Kel's hair nice liao lorh ! Rebornded ! Lol .

Btw , new collection will be up by 12am !

Actually the preview is up liao . Go see see (:

Tags replyyy :

Judith - hahs ! okhay okhay (; so i'll say "Slope!"

Shaqdah - Yerp2 ! sorry aite (:

Girly - I will (: thanks dear !

2008-12-19T16:22:00.003+08:00

♥ i'm just your friend ..

Editing of blog's done,
Me like (: lol .
Will not be putting up songs for the time being .
Cannot find the one i want
Going to take lots of photos of the clothings tonight . woohoo
Whole thing will be put up on Sunday or maybe sat night .
Go visit alright ?
Yea ! Tml getting my little victoria secret tote :D
Next week getting my Bebe rhinestone (white) ! weeeeeex .
Mummy finally bought the face shop's cosmetics for me !
Love her larh ,andand she drove her new car home ytd .
Nice blue and cute one . But i still want pink mini cooper !(:
Haahas . Guaii pi promise a lot of things t me ! wahahaahs .
I'm waiting ........ Get well soon (:

Serene Ng got me to do this :D
1. Who's the last person who tagged you ?
-Shaqdah (:
2. The relationship between you and her/him?
-Friends and ex-classmate .
3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
-Cute
-Fun
-Funny
-Obtimistic
-Noisy :D
4. If she/he becomes your enermy, you will ?
-Doubt we'll be . hahs
5. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
-I hate you ? Lol
6. The characteristic(s) you love yourself is ...
-i like to Lislurb people (:
7. The characteristic(s) you hate yourself is ...
-Really sensitve, yeah .
8. For the person whom you hate , you say ...
-I really love myself for hating you
9. What do people really feel about you ?
-Dunnoe and dont want to know
10. Who you have a crush to ?
-Crush ? I hate to admit but i gotta a huge crush on my girlfriends :D
11. The most ideal person you want to be is ... ?
-Me myself and I
12. Pass on this quiz to ten person :

1.Lam Yiyi
2.Serene Ng
3.Jaime Sia
4.Kelly Bei
5.Julia Loo
6.Judith Soh
7.Athirah
8.Yiwei
9.Rina
10.Yanling

(randomly picked .)

13. If no.5 and no.7 were together , what will happen ?
-(Julia and athirah )Okhay this is crazy , firstly they dunnoe each other , 2nd they are not lesbians !
14. Who does no.5 likes ?
- (Julia)her bf of course .
15. Who does no.9 likes ?
- (Rina) Me !Lol joking , dont really know .
16. Say something about no.8
-(Yiwei)My Xar (: she's shorter than me ><>
17. Who is no.2 ?
-(Serene) My Lovely friend/Dancer ! Since primary school :D
18. Talk about no.3
-(Jaime) She loves her boyfriend Tan Ting Hui very much . Lasted for veryvery long (:
19. Who is no.10's bestie ?
-(Yanling)She's friends with everyone (:
20. Who is the sexiest among the 10 ?
-SERENE ng ! simply cos she pointed me out in this question :D hehs . But she srsly is
21. What colour does no.4 like ?
-(Kelly)hmmmm , black ? hehs . she's ays wearing her black cardi ><>
22. Is no.4 single ?
-(kelly)Oh she ... urhm i dont know ?
23. What is your relationship with no.1 ?
-(Yiyi) My soul mate . Lol joking (: She's my dearest Otong cum sister !
24. Is no.5 and no.6 best friends ?
-(Julia and Judith) Although both their names starts with "J", i doubt they noe each other
25. What is no.9's surname ?
-(Rina)Wow , i dunnoe ??
26. What is no.7's nickname ?
-(Athirah)Urhmm , Butter or emo girl ? hehs .
27. What things do you wish to say to no.8 ?
-(Yiwei) Me want go shopping !!!!! (:
28. What you'll do to help no.9 ?
-(Rina)I'll certainly help if she needs me (:
29. What does no.1 admires ?
-(Yiyi) Me !! hahas , i think her stitchie ? Lols
30. Where does no.1 lives at ?
-(Yiyi) Cannot tell ! if i tell sure "Ke-Cha" ! die :p
31. Does the 10 of them know who you like ?
- Hmmmm . Not all (: in fact , i'm not even in love
32. What do you wish to say when you see no.6 ?
-(Judith)Wawa ! Bang ! Lols . fergive me * smiles*
33. Who is no.10's spouse ?
-(Yanling) DUNNNOE .

THE END ! Yay me !! People who are in my list and saw tis looooong quiz , pls do it ! (:
ARIGATOh !~

Till here . I'm hungryyyyyy :D

oh yah , one more thing . i'm changing my blog link soon (:
And i mean VERY soon . Like tml or something (:

2008-12-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

♥ i need you to depend on .

Back to blogging . sorry was really busy in the past few days .
Got new stocks for beautified closet liao .
Gonna do photo taking again >< wdh .
Do support yarh ? www.beautified-closet.blogspot.com

Akl : your kimono can collect liao . do msg me if you see this (:
CutiePie : Call me !! Your kimonos got some changes (:

Had been shopping online this few days .
Bought many stuffs (: spent around 100 bucks .
Gonna shop for my new year clothings . People must jio me out alrights ?
Only on sat of course . working , bo bian ):

A Lot happened recently .
People around me's exhausting me .
Daddy talked to me that day :" Girl , must know how to takecare and dote on your siblings okay ?" I know what he's tryig to tell me.
Daddy's getting old . He'll eventually slow down on his pace sometime .
He hope i'll catch up with him . But daddy , it's difficult .
I'm still struggling , btwn the fact about sis . I dunnoe for how long but i know it aint gonna be short . Its hard . Younger siblings' age gap with me aint big enough for them to understand what situation i'm in . I dunnoe who to turn to . There's a lot of questions i wanted to ask .but i'm afraid i might hurt everyone . I saw that contact number , i dunnoe if i'm correct about that person . I want to ask who that person is . But who can i ask . Not daddy , mummy , sis nor my younger siblings . Why are things turning out so complicated .
Aint we one big and loving family whr we get warmth from ? Where have it all gone to ?
I really hope things will turn back to times when we were all much younger and were all ignorance of those things . Sigh . we are all drfting apart to becoming strangers .
If i had a choice , i'll choose to stay in times when we were all living happily tgt .

18th today . He sent me a song . I know what you want to let me know .
I understand . At least we're no longer that cold towards each other anymore .
It have been 7 months since we parted . Both stayed single till now .
If i get to see you by chance, rmb to let me know how well you're doing (:
I'll give you my blessings and support . Just to let you know , i'll always be thr for you .

Happy 8th Month Yanling Xqr (: Love loads .

Hate to be hurt but long to be loved .

2008-12-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

♥ Blow me 99 bubbles that lasts forever ..

Morning ! :D
Guai pi woke me up >< call me say :" Qi chuang xiao bian !" Lol , i gave that kind of blur blur voice . then he say:" the way you talk now is like the way u talk when you feel slpy " Then i scream , :" Of Course slpy ! now wad time only uncle ! urghs " still Dont let me go back to bed somemore . angry Chit Chat till 8 plus then he let me hang up the phone . Got ready and all and went makan at bukit timah thr . Ytd my cousie and Relative came over from malaysia (: but baby cousie nvr come . sad Went over to yiying's house eat steam boat . Crapped ard then went tabao mac home . Blogshop open liao (: http://www.beautified-closet.bs.com

Tml , meeting wangzi and maybe anyother girl to give them their kimonos (:
tilL here ,
Love

2008-12-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

on th way to huiki's hse (:

nice scenery (:

Desert ! (:

mummy <3

Yummmy !!!(=

♥ Last week's photos

2008-12-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

♥ girls cry when their best friend leaves her ..

stayed over at huiki's hse last few days .
chiong-ed for the blog shop .
now editing some stuffs .
do support yeah !
went malaysia just now just to makan "bakuteh" .
raining and the bloody road is wet >< urgh .
gawd its 8 of dec alrdy . so fast .
school gonna start real sooon and i'll have to dye back me hair ):
auhh. sad ..
was helping sis wash her car , lol .
i'm more like helping her dirty the car ? she nagged .
then aunty said :" i know wad kind of car she'll drivenext time".
pointing to me alright .
"what ? expensive ones? "
"that is an of course for her , another thing that is impt is her car have to be in PINK !"
i'm like " WHAT ?!!! having pink car's illegal in Singapore?"
Lol , and they laughed . aunty say next time no guys will want me ):
cos pink is too girly . i was like , "he" have to respect the colour i Love ! (:
dont care , baby pink's a must . hahs .
going malaysia tml i think . baby's 1st birthday's actually today ,
but mummy cant make it . so celebrating it tml instead .
'm not sure if i'm going yet ..
okhay , till here (:
going out for dinner alrdy .
Bye , Love

2008-12-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

♥ had never celebrated valentines' day after her death ;

In office now , veh tired . but no choice ?
was too tired to on my lappy to post for th past few days .
in other words , Lazy ? lol .
December alrdy , so fast ! Havent bought my books yet .
No time ): any kind souls wanna help me buy ? lol .
Busy setting up my blogshop too . Huikee's joining ventures w/me (:
hope it turns out great . F> Suppliers too
email me if any of u wanna be my supplier (: rachy_teo@hotmail.com
my eye sight's getting worst each day ): everyday dui zhe lappy ,
eyes gonna pop out uh ! got many many photos to upload ltr (:
a few days ago derh pics also ><>
ytd didnt go class outing ): i'm missing everyone in 2c .
but heard not many ppl going so i've decided not to go .
Times flies really in office ><>
Lol , today ate hotcakes fer breakfast ! woooohooo :D
Guaii Pi has been acc-ing me these few days . thanks !
u promised to bring me go makan ice-cream , must rmb okhay ?
andand , Saturday sis gonna drive me and huikee go shopping !
weeeets , love her loads :D

Jaslin : Ke ai ! :D
Taufiqq : Anything larh ><>
Joey : Alright ! will link ya up (:
Sanna : Okhay !:D but why cannot copy and paste derh ):
J.inglin: Bugis lvl one (:
Anyu : Thanks lovely mei <3>
Sophia : Alright (:
Athirah : Butter ! Misses too (: <3

2008-11-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

♥ living in an ocean of lies

YTD:
aftr work sis drove us home straight .
Ate , changed and went out .
it was 10 plus then .
we went for a movieeeee :D
Nice one deary (:
Todaeeee :
I stayed at home the whole day again *roll eyes*
Granny and all came .*roll eyes agn*
nothing really interesting happened
was making the blog all the while .
and pheww ~ finally done
Ppl , will your support me if i open a blogshop ?
hope so :D am excited !
alright , till here .

Goodnight people (:

2008-11-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

♥ you will never understand .

back at work . one word : BORING !
and there's a lot of work to be done . freak
daddy drove us home today , what a miracle . Lol
ate dinner and started watching BLXH over again .
its just so freaking nice , Gcheeze :D
cried as i watched the preview fer ep 13 ):
veh sadden-ing . uaww .
made me think of some shitty matters which i shld have forgotten .
sigh , when will i b able to step out of your shadow ?
read the article and decided to order pizzaaaaaaaaaa :D
hehehs . hope luck will b with me fer the rest of this week (:
andand , ytd we watched " beverelyhills chiwawa " !
Cute i gotta say , i'm so in love with " DoKardo " ( anyhow spell larh )
what a loyal fellow >< *thumbup*
till here ,
Goodnight lovelys .
smmuacks

2008-11-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

♥ untill i fall deep in love again .

back at home aftr one whole terrible day .
was dancing fer practically 8 hours .
with some breaks of course .
i'm so dead beat ><
met up with mummy at bpp aftr dance .
bought two tops (:
andand , i finally bought my mp3 :D
weeets ! love daddy th most larhhh .
touch screen somemore <3

okhay , this is what wawa wanted me to do ><

-RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
-RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
> of course me do (: everyone has .
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
> Big Nooo !
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
> I don't know , untill the day my feeling for him fades .
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
> 1/3 to daddy , 1/3 to mummy and 1/3 for me .
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
> Maybe ? depends .
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
> Being loved .
7. If your parents didn't understand your big dreams, what will you do?
> get them to understand and tell them that i will never regret it (:
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
> Give him my blessings , love cant be forced .
9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
> Celebrate with my girls in a chalet by th beach :D
10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
> Give him a chance to explain . but most probably i wont let him off ><>
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
> A more independent lady .
12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
> i dont know .
13. How many times has your heart been broken?
> dont wish to make it known .
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
> Single and rich.
15. What is your favourite colour?
> Black & pink .
16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
> Tell my guy about it . We must be honest with each other right ?
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
> i'll forgive but i wont forget .
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
> you're really special .
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
> I dont know ><
20. What are you thinking about now?
> the guy i once loved so bad .

DONE (: credits to RACHEL TEO ANLING !! me me me (:

2008-11-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

♥ seperate ways ..

reached home .
went fer dance performance just now .
met otong and co ard 4 plus .
help them choose their eye lashes then went makan .
damn fedup with the aunty selling noodles can .
urghhhs . suan lerh
went otong's house aftr that .
prepared , make-up then her daddy drove us thr .
on the way we sang songs to keep th atmos high :D
that place damn freaking lousy larhs !
i hate that place to th freaking core !
all thanks t mr fish !!! ask us to go such places to dance .
damn pekchek over thr but hai hao got otong and co thr to entertain each other .
i danced wrongly lots of time ): but nehmind .
who ask them give us such lousy places .
got many tikopeh okhays >< urghhs .
aftr that went opp makan supper .
laughed like ahsiaos ahn ><
we really can make lots of jokes without using our brains to think .
Lol , all of us went damn high all the way untill we reach home .
thanks girls , u rock ! Lol .
really made me feel so much better , today laughed the most in this week .
wasnt in any good mood .

till here .
goodnight peeps .
ove ,
me .

2008-11-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

♥ Pink's me Loveeee .

Back frem work . *stretch*
woke up damn early today , around 6:45 .
whole room very cozy (: liangliang derh . hehs .
got ready and waited fer sis to fetch me go work .
mummy want me to go work early .
say wad :" must be responsible . dont so lazyy ." blahLaLah .
nagging at me is her hobby since 14 yrs ago . Lol .
Dont let daddy drive me to work ): so bad .
if dad drive , i can wake up ard 9 leh ! urghh .
Levemind . must be independent liao uh AnLing! hahs .
Chey ! i'm talking to myself again.. gawd .
Daddy's going overseas tml . will be back on thurs .
Gcheeze , mummy wants me to acc mindy to collect her results on thurs .
Hopefully she gets into express or her head will roll ... Lol.

tilL here!
Love ,
me

2008-11-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

2008-11-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

♥ those days were sweet and lovely ..

prepared and daddy drove us t Orchard Royal Court for lunch .

aftr tt , went fortune centre meet uncle .

Plaza Sing was our next stop , changed the cable thingy .

i'm in love with one of th latest SONYerric phone (((:

Daddy say must wait till next month ): tsktsktsk ! nvm i wait !

then went taka walkwalk .

crossed over to wisma , bought my mng tee (:

daddy changed mummy's tag.h watch's batt .

Fetched mummy aftr that .

Had dinner at King's Hotel .

Yummmy ! i love th kuay tiao thr . wooohooo ;D

crapped about orh Langs again .. hehs .

laughed like ah siaos can ? Lol

home sweet home (:

2008-11-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

♥ puppy Love ..

Arghhs ! this bloody skin's killing me .

i accidentally pressed something and POOOFfff !

all my stuffs are gone !

Darn it darn it !!

@#$%^&*

i cant do anything right .
what's wrong with me .
drowning deep inside of it .
i told myself you aint the reason ,
but it seems like things aint turnin out the way i thght it wld be .
you were right , i'm not strong enough .
To hold the fact that you were gone .
i Lost you once , nvr wanted it to happen twice .
but because of my carelessness ,
i neglected you , leaving you to drown at night .
i'm sorry my dear , please come back .

2008-11-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

♥ its fading , left my memories ..

phew , finally settled down (:

prepared and met wawa , xar outside control station .

makan-ed kfc , woooo . kfc moved to basement .

crap crap crap then went up aries , wawa want walk in interview .

but end up dont want liao ><>

so went mini toons buy handphone straps .

trained down to bugis ard 2 plus .

on the way we were like gossiping abt Orh-Lang again . 0ops .

then started our crazy shopping ! weeeee :D

bought lots of stuffs - hoodie , kimono , shorts , belts and all .

Lol , went up and down looking for our stuffs .

actually wawa and me want buy fake lashes but xar pulled us away ><

she sae :" u uh , dont get tempted also . " Lol .

wanted to buy bagpack , but xar and me agreed to go back for new designs at the end of november .

shopped finish , went in junction buy drink and walkwalk .

sat down at food junction to rest . leg very suan ><

snapped lots of photos (: candid ones are funny !

by right wawa wanted to go west mall aftr tt for job haunt ,

but end up didnt . xar veh tired liao , so am i . so went home instead .

trained back to cck then change to lrt .

Home-Sweet-Home (:

2008-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

♥ Love's tests proves nothing at all ..

back at home , aftr a tiring dae at work .
pheww . was blogshopping again (:
came across many pretty clothings ! Gawd , i want it all ><
tml going shopping with wawa and co i think .
Finally ! Lol , i cant stay in house all week .
Ohmytian ! Lee gek went thailand and came back with so many things !
pretty clothings most imptly ! very cheap also .
Goshh , i'm sooooo going t thailand soon(:
weeeeeeeee :D hopefully i'll see nice stuffs thr .

Happy B'dae Rena darLinggq ! (:

ekkk , i hate msn equally as frogs ><
cuz they both suck ! can log in then suddenly log out automatically .
arghh . i'm leaving it alone again . pekchek .

tiLL here , goodnight peeps .

2008-11-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

♥ u left ur footprints in my memory .

i'm in the office now .
BORED ! cleared my work fer now (:
waiting fer new ones to come .
daddy's having meeting with them .
Levemind .
wdh , here no msn sial .
should have brought my lappy with me .
at least wont be so bored , can chat with peeps .
Lol . okhay , till here . Before i get scoldings ><

2008-11-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

♥ starting everything afresh ..

woke up by mummy .
woaw ! she literally dragged me out of my bed !
so violent . Lol . nah not really larh *grinns*
prepared and dad drove us to somewhr near sunshine place t makan .
sent mummy to mrt station then went fer work .
Its been 1 yr plus since i last stepped into office ? Lol .
first thing i did when i open the door was to shout .
:" TeoAnLing , report ! " Lol . everyone was smiling .
went over to my desk and arghh ! so much work to do agn !
sian . was fooling around at first .
cleared my desk and settled down for work .
tiring okhay ?! try sitting down thr for hours
sis dabao chicky rice fer us ! wooots . but not nice lorh ><
Levemind . and guess wad ? my hp's batt went totally flat !
then blahLaLah .
Sis drove us home , actually want go chevrons but she just finished her exams then veh tired .
so next time lorh . Lol . i wonder wad kind of exams university have ?
reached home , bathe and makan then nap fer a while .
Argh ! Msn's a big looser ! dont let me sign in . Fedup bodoh .
Ferget it , shall get some slp early tonight .

Goodnight peeps (:
Switdreams ♥

2008-11-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

♥ its been a while ..

woke up early in the morning (:
went over to mummy's room slp . hahs
then woke up ard 11 plus ?
got ready and went bpp makan then shopshop w/mummy.
andand i sprained my ancle ): but nt serious . hehs .
went fer dance aftr that .
dance was damn boring at first .
aftr that instructor came , she blanjah us mac sial ((:
love her many*winks* . Lol
then blahLaLah ~
went home aftr that , it was raining very heavily larhh ! argh .
mummy fetched me from lrt with umbrella leh :D
its been so long since mummy and i shared the same umbrella .
weeeeeeehaaaaaa (!)
no dance tml , the dae aftr tml .
next week mon and tues also no dance ! yeah ((((((((:
laoshi WanSui ! hehehehs .
next week maebe going bck malaysia (?)

Goodnight peeps ♥

2008-11-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2008-11-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

♥ ohmytian ( ! )

was late fer dance today ><
sorry sorry . hehs . overslept murh .
daddy then drove me to ZHCC
reached there in no time (: wahahaahs .
but the instructor also not yet thr lorh . argh ><
LEvemind ! then warm up and all .
finally they came . & guess wad ?
she made us do those weird moves with her lorh !
and , tsktsk ~ she made us do it fer 45 mins ! gawd .
went bpp w/otong and co to makan kfc
i was praying veh veh hard when
lesbo asked cheryl if he was in my class .
then i went :" OHMYTIAN! " cos he really is in my class next yr .
arghhhh . LEVEMIND . i can still deal w/hym next yr. wahahahahs .
went back school to see our results aftr tt .
i was like playing hide and seek with teachers and all larhs .
was wearing outside clothings , flipflops murh . Lol
found out i'm in the same class w/ some peeps i noe .
some i dunnoe , some i dunt like . ewww . nehmind .
wonder who my cher will be .. ?
rina was so excited that she actually foresee hw we'd be like nxt yr !
Lol , nice try babe (:
Not same class with otong ): sigh . but levemind , next door only (:
my class only got 29 peeps i think ? wow . small class .
went lotty with kelly , shopped fer cosmetics . lol
was playing with powder and all (: cute .
Home-d .

weeeeeeee :D
i'm in a light mood now .

2008-11-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

♥ you're not that someone i thought u were .

YTD :
went causeway with granny and co .
walkwalk only . ate mini melts leh ! stawberry agn . hahs .
went home very early . napped , ate dinner then watch tv .
Boring right ? argh . cant be helped .
Oh yarh at night we watched this very disgusting show .
we cuddled tgt in mummy's bed . Lol . th show ended veh late .

o911o8 :
didnt go shopping with daddy today ): sobs .
cos got dance in the evening . aww , hw sad .
Levemind . so got readyand all .
met up with otong and co at cck mrt platform .
we were late , oops ><>
reached jurong , makan-ed and went over to JSCC .
was crapping and all. hahs .
on the bus kept talking about bangaLa . Lol .
reached jscc , practiced dhe dance then rushed down buy ice-cream (:
saw some b-boys doing break dance . woooo .
aftr tt lesbo's mummy came . damn stress bodoh ><
wahahaahhs . saw otong dance ballet :D
went home after that .
thanks otong fer th lovely pink clover chain ((:
th pink clover = LoveLuck . Lol .

tml dunnoe wad to do .
daddy sae i must report to work.
but the dance's syf derh leh ><
sigh .

andand , yeah !
we gonna take up hip-hop dance (:
hopefully all of us will be in it .
Leading Faith and Lesbo ;D

my heart's all numbed .

2008-11-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

♥ too little too late ;

Ohmytian ! i actually staed at home the whole day .

Shags . its damn boring aites ?

was designing a new concept fer my room .

Tired of the current one ><

and its messsssyy . hehehs . but not that bad actually (:

i got clean derh okhay ? ;D

was visiting mindy's friend's blogshop .

we both want buy hoodies . but th friend ask us nt to decide first .

cos she putting up new designs ltr . weeeee ;DD

i took a quiz in the magazine and it says tt ,

i'm mummy's independent offspring leh ! hahs .

tml's sat . what can i do uh ? dont wanna stae at home ! argh .

Daddy reminded me to report to work on mon onwards .

But i've dance !! wad should i do ? tell me . gawd .

guess wad ? i just caught another beetle ;D

but a smaller version of th previous one .

cute . lol . gonna torture it agn ! wahhahahahs .

we dont belong together

trust me , you'll be okhay .

Love ,

2008-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

♥ Neglected .

woke up by daddy and mummy (:

they gave me money then went to work .

:" be back early okhay darling ? "

:"Okhay mummy !" sweet right ? was shocked too . mummy suddenly so nice .

hope she's like tt everyday . hehs .

was really pissed while msging some stupid ass .

he said he'd acc us out then suddenly got something on .

Shit you ! LEVEMIND .

so i got ready and went lot .

actually want go town but elisa cannot ):

then stayed in lot the whole aftrnoon !

ate lunch at mac , had my 5th strwbelly sandae of th week .

watched HSM3 !! Soooooo cute and sweet and Lomantic ! (((:

i told akl aftr the show tt i want my future bf to have troy's hair . *giggles*

Lol !! watching the coffin with cutie pie on sat i guess !

we all planned to hide behind her . hahs .

bought my halter top ( green ) and ear stud .

saw dolly and co (: took pics too ! send me dolly !!

Akl bought the massage thingy at action city . hehs . pink somemr !

Her sis very cute lorh ! argh ><

Homed soon aftr .

i've put a (.) to th love story .

Love ,

2008-11-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

♥ going my own way ;

woke up really early today .

went makan breakfast with mummy .

bought my stuffs and all .

went panjang walkwalk then went home .

got ready and mummy drove me to school .

wdf , end up kenna sent home . Egg tart ! ( ji dan gao )

Cuz ... sigh not gonna sae the reason ><

so mummy sent me home agn . nagging like f.ck .

levemind !

So i napped as i wasnt feeling right . moody ):

can anyone like make me laugh or brighten up my mood ? ><

when i woke up i saw ct's msg .

:" smilesmilesmile " . Lol . thx i noe u were trying to make me smile .

i miss my otong like hell . sigh . come back soon ):

Changed and all then went airport to fetch daddy .

daddy's back ! weeeeeee .

he bought make up stuffs fer mummy ehs ! not fair ! argh .

Levemind ! Suan Niao .

Going out with wawa and ct tml .

to bugis i think . i'm shop-sick . get it ?

meaning - i'm sick cuz i havent shop fer so looong .

well let me think when was the last time i practically shopped ?

hmmmm , just in the morning ? Lol .

okhay tiLL here .

Love ,

2008-11-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

♥ take my hand , i'll take the lead .

was v. late for dance today .

rushed to school immediately , Lol

then bLahLalah ~

went lotty with wawa and lesbo aftr dht .

saw peeps i dont wanna see . euwww .

ate mac , chitchat , laughed like hell .

was talking about the way we slp and all . hahs .

went up but no familiar faces was found .

so went home .

wad a day ):

2008-11-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

♥ emotions people gets ;

Back at home .
went fer dance today .
before tt went lot w/lesbo to play ddr .
was screaming like siaocharbo cn ? laughs .
argh ! whole lesson was feeling veh pekchek larh
tml in study room somemr . Ji Dan ( egg ) .
So many ppl nvr cm dance today
Levemind .
found out a lot of things i nvr thought would take place .
Sigh . dunnoe how to put it in a sentence .
i'm just so freakingly disgusted by it ?
nvm .
waited for Akl under wangzi's block .
went lotty w/Lesbo & AkL after that .
then talk talk and all .
slacked ard and went home .
saw Salina bitch otw . still as short ;D

YTD , o211o8:
Daddy kissed us goodmorning & goodbye then went off .
Be back soon aites ? i miss you dad ):
Sis picked us up ard 12 plus .
Fetched Huikee and co then went redhill .
changed to daddy's car and drove to tiongbahru makan .
ate alot (: missed the porridge thr .
went raffles marina , played billard and bowling (:
i srsly suck at both ! arghhhhhs . levemind !
then Cy's girl srsly cute lorh ! anyhw throw also can strike .
aftr alrdy 6 plus liao , so went back redhill change back car .
went makan with mummy and all at bukit timah .
Porridge agn can ?! euww ~
aftr that mummy and siblings went home .
then we all went chevrons .
played the stoopid football thingy .
was outside the pub . then BlahLalah
Was bored so went dunnoe which part of singapr to eat Ben's and Jerry .
Nice bodohh ! cookies and cream rocks (: th place veh special !
AndAnd Lomantic (: we were chatting bout our childhood and all .
thn i suddenly say " next tym i want my prince charming to bring me here "
we were like laughing and all larhs . LoL
went 99 wan thr . very dark bodoh .
Sis tried driving the lanes thr . very giddy sial .
So curvy larhs . that road's for racing too .
actually still want go play derhs .
but they got work tml ( today) so went home liao .
reached home ard 2 plus am was damn tired larhs .
But fun (: going out again soon . weeeeee .

Love ,
Me

2008-11-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

♥ dh girL next door .

Back at home finally (: was out with Otong , jaime , mindy and Lesbo .
went fer dance . awww ~
all of us met at cck mrt platform .
i was like :" Woah ! wad a big gathering , call us all out today "
its been quite a while since we all gathered together .
trained down to JE and makan-ed .
was chatting and joking along the way larhs .
took bus to jurong spring cc ,
on the wae i saw aunty and her son (:
he went :" Woah ! so big alrdy . so looong nvr see u liao " Lol .
of course larh ! ask urself when was th last tym i went ur hse !
hahs . then reached thr and started learning those steps .
i kept forgetting larhs ! veh pekchek , somemr veh warm ovr thr .
then BlahLaLah ~MR Fish is still as naggy as last tym . arghh !
we were like laughing soooo hard at our costumes ! Gawd !
Look like dunnoe wad Opera singer's costume larhs . wdh ><
Lesbo cant find the suitable size cos her neh too big !
Hahs ! then she shy to tell mr fish larhs deyy ! cute .
went back JE to makan ! me ate LOTI PLATA :D
its been soooo long since i last ate my LOTI PLATA . weeee .
Otong's daddy sent us home after that .
Was crapping in th car , otong was crazy-ing . hahs .
Everyone cant stand her craziness cans ? lol
but sad to know that she'll leaving fer Japan tml ):

i'm soo gonna you Otong ! takecare over thr aites ?
Be safe my dear . Love you loads ! must think of me ohs .

2008-11-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

♥

2008-11-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

♥ from the highest ground

Yesterday . 31st Oct o8 .
woke up early in the morning to entertain my dad .
then he gave me money and went back to slp .
prepared and went fer dance .
after dance straight away cab down to plaza sing with otong .
Stoo-pid , everytime we go out sure take cab derh ><>
then bought my bag and makan-ed .
then went home straight .
got ready and all . then clement that sickening freak met me at phoenix .
ask me acc hym eat hys dinner . wdh ! ask my wife to do it marh ><
idul reached before us . then went food junction , they makan-ed
while me and otong and co . go walk walk .
left lot ard 6 plus . when we were on the mrt everyone was like staring at us .
we walked all the wae to victoria sia . i was like :" are we reaching ?"
Idul say :" yea , " then i sae :" are we there ?"
he sae :" no " . Lol . kept repeating lorh .
When almost reaching then i realise i didnt bring my ticket .
WDF ! cannot go in ? BlahLaLah ~
reached and told ms Rani then she helped me settle .
Met up with Wangzi nd co . So gorgeous looking larhh they :D
Outside damn hot aites . finally went in , settled down and the thing started .
Quite boring actually . untill the laughing part then everyone started to get high .
After that waited for otong's dad .
snapped and chit-chated . 0ops ! gossiped alot with her larhs deyy .
Homed (:

ARGH ! there's dance ltr )); dead beat . Lol .

2008-10-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

♥ so bad it hurts ;

was v.late for dance today .

as usual , learnt lots of new steps .

went bugis straight after that

Akl and me got lost .

got up th wrong bus and got ourselves frightened.

luckily the bus stopped near the mrt station .

if not we woulnt have known wad to do .

reached there soon after ,

looked for it but dont have .

decided on that particular one but didnt buy .

tml gonna buy i guess . provided 've enough tym .

reached home get ready and went out fer dinner with sis and all .

Ate sushi . actually want go buy my thing but end up didnt .

quarrelled with sis . she then drove us home . sigh .

maybe cos so much had happened

and its been so long after u left ,

i no longer know how to communicate with you anymore .

'm sorry i upsetted you . it was my mis-use of words .

not in the mood fer anything now .

can i end everything at one go ? now ?

i'm tired of it . sigh

Leave me alone would do .

i need some peace ,
in this quiet , empty , lifeless room .

'll be fine tml .

maybe get some slp tonight and ferget everything .

no worries , i'm always strong .

i'll always be ..

Bye .

2008-10-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

♥ black roses from you ..

just reached home .
received a stoopid prank call in the morning .
" Wei , wad r u doing ? "
" slping larh ! who u ? "
" eh u noe now wad tym ? u dont need to report izzit ?! "
" WALAO eh , report whr ? u got the wrong no. larhh ! "
" didnt leh , u anling ryt ? "
then BlahhLahLah .
dunnoe who the hack is that larhhs .
he claim he's .........? gawd .
went fer dance early in the morning again .
got held up by the security guard as me and lesbo were wearing flipflops .
i dont even give a damn to her lorhh
learnt new steps todaee [: tym past really fast .
went shoppin' with mummy after that .
bought my dress , ninety's tee , etc .. C: weeeeeetsxsxsx .
dunnoe what shoe to wear on fri lehh :/
andand this cute guy kept accidentally bumping into me !
aiyoh taoyan larhh . Lol . but he's cute i swear ! Gcheeze * grinnns *

my say : " i want my hair to be longgggqqqqq plss C: "

2008-10-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

♥ I'm so not gonna cry C:

back frem lotty !
early in the morning met up w/Lesbo and Akl ..
we all give each other blur faces . ( sleepy )
Lol , early in the morning really cannot dance larh .
we were late C: but levemind , they havent start .
Slack slack . suddenly huang2 called me out .
talk talk talk to me , stoo-pid .
made me stress only . gawd
was chatting w/ lesbo and (dunnoe her name) ,
but when huang2 come in , i'll atomatically start practicing .
see larhh ? she made me so scared .
Lol , Chey fear neh ..
after dance went akl's block downstairs .
waited fer bibi to come down C:
bibi v.naughty ! bite me :C poor me ..
we try to train it but cannot , v.mischevious hahs .
bibi finally ate somethings but we left soon after .
Went lotty met up w/ xqr and co .
they played ddr, me down thr disiao / nicola went crazy .
Blah Lah Lah ~
oh yah , i saw adelard leh . lesbo was like : Omg? so shuai !
Lol ,end up didnt meet . he need to entertain hys emo friend . tsk
hubby suddenly called saying he want meet fer breakie on sat .
see first behs C:
okhay till here .
One more thing ., ME WANT WATCH H.S.M 3 !
lesbo kept tempting me :C

Ladyy ;
Nicola and AnLing
28.10.o8 C:

2008-10-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Guys , i'm back frem my four horrible days .
can sae 5 larh , still not feelin well .
i had continuous fever fer th past few days .
its sucks alright . goodness .
no energy to post wad happened .
sorry if i didnt reply some of ur msges , didnt really care to .
Fever , headaches , throat infection ,no voice !
ARGH ! its killing me .
still thinking bout wad to wear on the 31st .
daddy's expecting me to report for work on the 1st .
but i 've dance on the7th onwards ! wad should i do ?
OMG . thought holidaes can take a break , but now ?!!
CAN ANYONE TAKE ME FAR FAR AWAY

2008-10-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

I'm back in this pinkish room(:
Went fer dance early in the morning .
met up with Lesbo first . hehs . sry i made u wait agn
Today dance veh fun , ate nooddlies and all .
slack like dunnoe wad . but a lot of new steps were taught .
after dance me and lesbo were the first to chiong out of the room .
we got changed and went straight down to lotty . hehs.
bought my ear stud and all . weeeeeeee ><
saw wawa , cute hair :D
after i cut bangs , alot of ppl cut ehs (: cute ryt ? thnks to me xD lol .
then Blah La La ~ ( forgot wad happened )
JH disturb me agn ): but nvm , he meant no harm . hahs .
slacked ard w/ Xar , Lesbo , Jiahui .
Crapped and all then went home w/xar .
on the lrt veh funny sia , we kept giggling . Lol
cheeky monster's watch with meeee :D

alright , till here ! tuhtuhs .
love ,
me

2008-10-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Oh well .
stayed at home the whole fcking afternoon .
boo hoo ._. sigh .
i'm rotting , srsly .
i'm like sLping and sLping .
my siblings and friends were making so much noise . argh
i could hardly find anything to do .........
how sad isint it ? Gawd
Lesbo want me acc her go lot tml after dance .
well , at least i'm not going home straight after dance and wont feel so .. bored ?
andand HURRAYyyyyy :D
i'm dying my hair this Wednesday , anybody wanna come ?
hehs . do tell me earlier if ur wanna have ur hair done in mummy's .
so that we can meet up first yaww ((:
aites , till here . going out to have my dinner outside .

Love,
me

2008-10-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

♥ Its been 6 months , i hope u're doing fine

an.Liing♥ : ouh shuddup FadiL ! u're just simply jealous ;D
Details 10/18/08 7:51 PM
Fadil : See, even the tagboard name needs to be kawaii. With double letters and heartshapes and most importantly, full of kawaii-ness! =P
Details 10/17/08 9:33 PM
FadiL stop being jealous of me ! i know u're, dont deny :P
hahs . you this irritating dumbdumb , only know how to tease me yea ?
you'll know when i get the chance to torture you ! wahahahas .

Xar came over to watch " the phone " with me .
Wooooooo . its scaryy . i screamed ? and it freaked xar . hahs .
she cute larh dey .
after watching that one xar say must watch other shows so that we wont get too freaked by the scary movie . so we did .
watch " I not stoo-pid 2 " fer the 5th time i think ?
so touching and hilarious at e same time . awww .
andand one thing to say :
JOSHUA ANG is hot ! i promise :D lol .
okhay , i'm being random here .
sent xar to the overhead bridge and went home .
Makan-ed and here i am (:
Listening to " so sick " . hahs
Daddy's coming back only on WED ! gawd . so loong .
but also good , cos i can sneak outta the hse at night ((:
who want acc me ? hehs . joking .
Tml's sunday i suppose ?
Sunday = Shoppings
i'm going out i promise ! i cant stay in this hse fer looong .
will seh gorh ~ laughs .
tiLl here .

Love,
me

2008-10-18T12:30:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Ytd :
There was some loooong talks in the morning .
sit until my butt veh pain ><
they made us do some crazy serveys too . ekkkk .
after that went back class .
was playing ard with butter . ( she was playing psp )
Second period SHE came in ! cb .
i was using fadiL's psp . then i think i made a lot of noise .
and i totally forgot about HER existance in the stoopid classroom .
then she came over and started barking . WDF .
she was like :" you better keep ur psp now ! if not i will confiscate it . "
i was still playing . " keep ur psp now ! i'll count to 3 . "
"1 ... 2 .. " i was still playing .
then my friends were like " anling quickly keep it ! "
veh pekchek then nvm , i try to off it .
She still nagging lorh !
" Shuddup larh ! trying to off right , cannot see iszit cb ! "
passed the psp back to fadiL .
after that the boys try to get back at her sial ! lol .
they act act using the pencil box as the psp then act playplay .
they make a lot of noise sial . cute .
then SHE came and wanna confiscate it
but when she see the pencil box , she paiseh . LOL
then went audi liao i think .
Cheeky monster bought me flowers ! weeeeets ! iLy larh .
nadirah bought me hearts thingy (: red and black neh .
after sch went fer dance . played the fooL withthem .
then went home got ready and went out ard 9 plus .
LeeGek very pretty ytd [:
Happy 23rd b'dae !
ate many many thing . fuLL sial , hahs .
went home ard 12 plus . damn tired .
fell asLp ard 2 plus i think .
untill now , just wke up (:
quarrelled with mummy . wdhauL .
LEVEMIND ! stoo-pid .
suddenly in love with cantonese songs (: hehs .
Xiao Qing Ren called me and wished me happy 6th months !

XIAO QING REN - Happy 6th monthsary (: i Love You !
thanks fer being there always ;D

2008-10-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

didnt attend school today .
and wow , so many ppl didnt !
Jackjack was one of them . hahs .
lesbo said we got back geog and lit . pray hard i dont faiL .
i cant afford to retain or drop to Na .
i'm not saying Na is bad or whatever aites .
i just cant drop to Na no i cant . i'll get murdered !
HELP ? ): sighhhh .

went fer dance as she called me up and all ?
i was slacking around ? learnt new steps .
was with otong all the wae (:
time passed really fast todae . fun was all i could sae .
oh yarh ! i saw jackjack on the wae to Segar .
on the wae home with otong and co .
we were like laughing and laughing about this girl ?
gosh ! she's attatched somemore ?!
the guy's soooooo bangla looking aites .
no offence ! but i just cant stop laughing ! goodness .
Sigh , izzint that pathetic ?
LEVERMIND ! oh Shutup anling , stop gossiping .
hahs ! okhay , and why am i talking to myself ?

drinking some barley and its disgusting , trust me .
hahs , tml going sch . i must noe my results !
andand can anybody tell me if H.S.M 3 start alrdy ?
hehs , i noe i kinda suah ku but wad to do ? lol
okhay , till here ! gonna makan .

tuhtuhs !
Love ,
me

2008-10-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

look at the two freak !
their stoo-pid tags .

Taufaxxx : no i love an ling more than "Fadil"
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Fadil : i love you anling
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wdh ? && i won fadil at maths !
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

2008-10-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

school was getting really boring .
got back history paper today .
broke down immediately upon recieving .
sigh , i failed . what am i doing to do ?
no need to study alrdy . no sub wants me .
sigh . saw the tags in 2c's class blog .
stoo-pid FADIL ,can u just stop teasing and disturbing me ?!
arghhh . i know ur tags are out to disgust me ! ekkk .
LEVEMINE ! u'll know when i get bck at u . wahahaahhs .
during recess we didnt go down .
went xar's class . wawa and all were playing guitar .
" honey why're u calling me so late . " <>
Lesbo and Akl kept rushing me home after sch .
and i wanted to contact xar but dont have her number ):
sigh .
so i met up with cutie pie , lesbo and akl .
cutie pie's aiai came along . lol . e two of them uh , so the ...
hahs . went mac makan then go arcade see see look look .
more peeps came along . hahs .
missed them all (:
Gavin was there too . kept asking me bout my results ><
Grats fer getting promoted [: hahs .
SKIP ~
went home alone agn D:
chatting with some random peeps now .
JunXiang promised to tell me hys secret when we meet up (:

tuhtuh !
Love , me .

2008-10-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

back at home .
walked in the rain ):
no more phone . no more mp3 .
lost both in that pool of stoo-pid green tea !
other things inside my bag got wet too aites !
luckily got otong and mr seeto liwei beside me .
lol , he veh gong larh , kept pulling tissue papers fer me .
somemore help me wipe my stuffs neh , thanks (:
got chi , math and sci results today .
sigh, veh disappointing i'd sae .
athough some improvements were made .
but there's this one question which i regretted the most .
if i had done that one thing before that day ,
i'd have got that question right .
i studied like haul fer science and end up i got that kind of result .
sigh , next yr wad am i gonna do ?
went fer dance after sch .
crapped ard with them as usual .
'm having fever and flu now ):
tilL here , tuhtuh2 .

Love ,
me

2008-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

asked me why wld one feel empty inside at times .
replied maybe its because of loneliness .
sometimes you know it'll never last
but you still let urself fall right into it .
you noe u'd get hurt but u'd still go fer it .
but you'd naturally heal .
although in that period of time you'd feel very lost and helpless ,
at the end of the day, you'd take it as smthing that must take place
so that ur life will be complete .
is that so . i dont know .
tell urself that u wont let urself get hurt anymore .
while at the other hand u're slowly falling into the same thing .
isint that tiring . same thing happening all over again ,
when u alrdy know what will be the ending .
i just dont understand .

2008-10-13T08:12:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Morning ! ;D
feeLing soooo much better .
Ytd had fever and bad stomach aches
ltr got dance and before tha i'm like meeting otong ?
she ask me help her teach her friends "DJ-demo" .
Choreography by Leading Faith ;
after that gonna eat breakie w/otong and Lesbo at lotty .
then come back fer dance practice .
aww , its gonna be a long and tiring day . stoo-pid .

Ytd :
went china town there for lunch then Plaza Sing .
and WDH ? i bought nothing ! gosh , nth aites .
well , that place is so boring ? nth interesting .
only regret is that i did g dwn to the first floor .
where all th m)phosis and all are . LEVEMINE .
tat's where and when i stared gettng hiccups .
hic-hic-hic-hic , stoo-pid ! its really annoying alright .
then went redhill . daddy got his precious hair coloured .
granny got her precious hair washed and blowed .
and me ? i got stomach aches an hiccups ! Gawd .
then went Prima Tower revolving restaurant makan .
didnt eat much . my stomach ache got worst and i had fever.
daddy quickly drove us home after dinner .
sorry peeps if i hadnt reply ur msges or calls only some i did .
slpt early last night .
till here .
gonna meet otong .
tuhtuhs .

Love ,
Me

2008-10-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Stayed at home the whole dae !
arghh ~ bored to death .
my handphone can throw alrdy >< (pekchek)
nth much to post about todae .
sLpt almost the whole dae ,
those who tried calling me knows (:
ate a lottttt too ~
tml gotta reach sch at 7:45am , wdh (?)
gonna wear like some cleaners . gawd it ugly .
dont understnd why are they making us do such stuffs (!)
LEVEMIND . just take it as an outing or smth ? hahs .
one word , pathetic (!)
guess wad i'm doing now ?
listening to : t . m . b & giggling (:
hahs , okhay tilL here .
tuhtuhs .

Love ,
MEeee .

i shall think of you tonight ;

2008-10-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Wahahahaahahs ~
just reached home .
went fer dance in dhe morning .
i was almost late . woke up ard 8 : 30am . nobody morning call me ):
daddy drove me to sch instead (: thx dad !
then crapped ard with Lesbo and all . hehs .
after that got changed and met up w/Xar then go lotty .
went makaning at mac then saw those girls . lol
we went over geh geh ask them questions smre . hahs !
SKIP ~
sent Lesbo off then went redhill .
xar want take out her extensions ><
her mummy scare her lorh . stoo-pid . lol
then went panjang area find butter and co .
& home (:

that all fer now . tuhtuhs .
Love,
me

2008-10-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

2008-10-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

o91oo8 , thursday

today no need go sch so went out w/ xar & bryan(jackjack) instead .

me and jack2 kept xar waiting fer veh long . hehs .

saw simni and gorh at Petir . gorh got girlfie neh . lol

chatted fer a while and took 960 down to bugis

along the wae jack2 and xar kept using msging to communicate.

we kept calling jackjack xiao pi gu ;P then he paiseh . Lol

went bugis junction walkwalk then go street liao .

bought 2 tops , xar also (: same same neh .

went ard finding jack2's stupid geeky specs .

Skip ~

went back junction to shop .

helped jack2 choose clothings :D

went "Messy" , he bought bermuders

then we took neoprints . lol , we looked srsly stoo-pid larhs .

decided to go topman find hys bloody shirt .

he tried and all while me and xar over there chatchat . hehs .

end up he say dont have his size ande colour he want ,

next time then go buy . stoo-pid . waste time only .

xar kept saying : " choose yellow ! yellow veh sexy ! " lol .

sent hym to taxi stand then went back to street .

xar did her hair extension neh !

went home after that .

going penni buy hoodie and stuffs agn with xar and all :D

tml got dance , arghh !

after that going lotty w/ Xar & Lesbo [: weeeeeeeee .

tilL here ! miss me yarh ?

Love ,

me .

2008-10-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

o2o9o8 , thursday
went sch like usual , duh .
throughout all the lessons i was sLping and slacking
Science cos cher never come so relief cher came .
he let us watch those funny video clips .
me and Fad behind laugh like dunnoe wad ,
stomach cramps larhh deyys .
fyi : he kept playing with my hair lorhh ._.
then Lalala ~ SKIP !
went bpp after sch , ate Kfc ..
JackJack angry wiith me fer disiao-ing hym in e bus .
i kept saying :" Xiao Qi Gui " Lol .
was playing with the escalator larhhs , & wawa screamed ><
went library fer a while . tried to study but cant concentrate ):
ed up listening to songs with xar (:
Literature really nth to study neh . sigh . gonna faiL liao .
Arghhh . i'm having fLu now .
Gawd , hope it wont go worse larhh .

baby take me to places we said that we'd go .
baby take the picture we left on the shelves .
baby play the music we always listen to .
baby tell me you love me before its too late .
baby say you'll never go and pamper me like before .

2008-10-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

2008-10-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

<>11oo9o8 , wednesday .
SeLamat Hari Raya ! :D ( to all muslims of course )
actually want go find Xar and wawa derh , but end up didnt .
Cos daddy and mummy no work today , want bring me out .
Mindy and Benjamin went children's day party .
Went Marriot's Hotel makan , saw many gays there =X
then went Lucky Plaza , daddy want sent his watch fer repair
walked over to Wisma after that .
Daddy promised mummy he'll buy the Channel purse when the colour mummy wants arrive .
bought my Bebe top at $89, thx daddy !
next target , the pink one (: wahahahahas !
Collected daddy's Dunhill thingy then shopped in Burberry .
Bought my Polo tee ((: $ 300 sia . Gawd .
daddy and mummy also have . weeeeeee :D
saw my purfume there too ! so cute , pink . hahs .
then went Isetan walk walk .
somthing happened there ): memories flashed through .
Fetched my siblings then go makan in Lotty .
bought my ear stud too ! wakakakakhs .
next stop , Home . LOL
tml gonna chiong Literature with xar and co. agn ><

BYE fer now .
Love ,
Me

2008-09-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

29o9o8 , Monday .
went sch as usual .
My history paper was a disaster !
they stated there telling us to choose 1 question to ans .
and yet i did both . wad is wrong with me ?
due to time constrain , i scribbled all over .
and Thanks ! i'm so gonna fail ._.
after sch went bpp , had LJS again (: weeee .
then went over to Nat's hse . Cool , it links to a carpark !
we cam-crazed a lot ~! gawd .
well , dunnoe how to describe wad happened in Nat's hse .
but its Fun though .
went home ard 5 + and guess who i saw ?
RENA BEGUM !
she's holding on to a guy's hand and she claimed he's not her bf ?
Rena , out with it ! Lol .
Reached home feeling darm tired .

& As requested , i've removed it . thanks fer ur Advice and concern .

i'm tired of all these , i'm getting over these .
You're so out of my mind .
Just another stranger out there whom i dunt noe .
i thought about it and i guess i'll end it here .
i'm tired of guessing , so lost now .
sigh , its no longer the same .
being friends might last us longer .

2008-09-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

27o9o8 , saturday .
woke up around 12 plus .
recieved a phone call thn quickly go wash up .
went swimming at cck with aunty .
she bought me my swimming suits ! pink and blue derh .
woohoo ~
wore the blue der todae (: blue derh is roxy derh neh .
she also gave me a brand new $50 ++ derh hello kitty bag .
went swimming , wahh ~ i almost fogot how to swim ?
so long didnt swim liao .
when i wash up i realise something really upsetting .
: i became darker ): hao bu rong yi whiter derh lorh . sigh .
nvm , white white be aunty arh ? lols .
just reached home , veh tired
gonna rest soon .
bye fer now .

Love ,
me

2008-09-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its 26o9o8 .
today sat fer my chinese paper .
Omzg . its darm tough ! the comprehension is so ... sigh ~
i almost fell asLp doing it ?
we finished sch ard 12 30 , wdf ? so late larh
went bpp with the " endure " and " crazy " . lol
they are really adorable i'd sae ,
cheekeong's mood swing is veli veli bad . hahs !
i came to know about more things frem wawa . sigh .
studied in mac todae , that stoo-pid librarian throw us out ! wdhaul .
me went home and changed .
when i reached there i found all of them veh high .
all writting and drawing on the tissues & camwhoring . hahs .
i did my revisions fer history todae ! made a lot of notes .
wahahahahs ~ good girl right xar ? lols .
those peeps sitting behind us really suck at laughing .
got this particular girl , she laugh like tt derh neh :" Ahh~Hohohoh "
Lol ? got ppl laugh like tt derh meh ?
Xar sae 7th month over liao she still ard , must complain .
Hahs ! daddy drove me home todaee . so good ehs ?
tml want go out lahr ~ i cant stay at home any longer !
going to seh gorh liao larhh deyy .
okhay , till here .
headache . sigh .

i shldnt've fallen for you .
waiting is the last thing i'd ever want to do .
your actions just hurts me so much .
u're just another stranger .

2008-09-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its 25o9o8 !
my english not gnna make it liao narhh ! sigh .
i dunne wad i'm doing ?
daddy somemore say he's worried fer me .
OMG , more stress . stoo-pid larhs .
after sch me wawa xar girlfriend natelie noel and chee keong went bpp .
we ate mac before going up to the library .
i saw her like so many times ? sigh .
but they all cheered me up [:
saw babe meiting too , and her turtle bf ? lol .
noel and bryann bought this slimey thingy . euwww larhs ! darm gross .
they somemore do stuns with it ? lols .
reached the library cannot speak loudly agn ._.
the librarians there really suck big time ! awww ~ pity them ?
i saw Mr Suki ! wahahahahs ~
play and ran ard . gt this guy named M.Z ? he veh funny larhh .
SKIP ~
went home soon after .
veh tired , napped fer a while too .
tmL chinese paper ! wah ~ stress . sigh .
so many things running in my mind now .
sigh , till here .
Love ,
me

2008-09-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Just finished my revisions .
getting more tensed up by upcoming exams .
hope i'm still on time fer revisions .
i found out one of FadiL's biggest secret :x
wahahahas ! i'm gonna win the battle ! i've got hys secrets(:
dont worry , i'll tell everyone about it . " smiLes " lol .
D & T finished late today .
Lesbo and butter left first .
i thought i'm gonna go home myself and be alone .
but i saw wawa and Xar outside waiting fer me !
So happy to see them (: touched larhh deyy . iLoveyou two !
they asked me something and i almost cried . " control " .
went bpp fer lunch .
guess wad me ate ? [; i ate LJS fer the very 2nd tym in my whole life so far !
Lols , veh sua ku ryt ? nvm , at least i tried ?
saw eunice sexy and rena ( izzit spelled this wae ? )
sat at one table with wawa , talk , laughed and all .
she kept laughing about the wae i eat that thingy .
it's difficult to cut can ? kept flying norhs lol .
we actually discussed about the cheeze , hahs .
i hardly did any revision in e library just now .
e tym was just too short .
we were like crapping and crapping in the library .
Xar laughed really loud can ? hahs
we were like talking about the loudest snores ! hahs !
Wawa darm gross larhs . hehs . but cute .
then stella , lesbo and nat came .
stella kept dsturbing me :x auww~
went home after that .
on the wae home me and wawa were singing .
she ask me pei her cry ? lol .
got home , washed up and started revising .
feeling rather tired now .. tml sure slp in class .
my plan 'll sure work on ms tan ~ wahahahas .
till here , Byeeeeeee :D

Loves ,
Me (:

2008-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

just finished bathing fer the 3rd time .
its damn warm in Singapore nowadays ! Arghh ~
woke up by my sister saying we're going swimming liao .
i was like wdf ? i just woke up larh .
then quickly pack my stuffs and off we go .
reached there ard 1 i think .
when i was about to change , i realise smth .
WDf ? end up ddnt swim liao .
sat down beside the pool like some idiot .
that place is full of Eurasians ?
Got two kept splashing water on me can? stoo-pid =.='
but they are really cute larh dey ! Ang Mohs neh , dnt playplay .
they asked fer my name then i was like : " u wont want to know "
hahs , then i walked away . they very funny lorh .
SKIP ~
then went home after that , cos everyone very tired liao .
i fell asLp once i reached home .
cant recall wad happened after that .
i'm a lil distracted now . sorry .
i think i'm tired too .
Goodnight peeps .

Love,
me

2008-09-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

* Yawn *
just woke up (: hahs .
has been like sLping fer the past few hours ?
i had the worst dream no one wld ever have ):
i'm really afraid now .
'll be a bit more sensitive i guess .
finished makan-ing liao .
going out later ard 1:30 am (:
tmL 'll be going to " the british " club .
daddy suddenly want go swimming and cycling .
LoL ~ gonna wear veh sporty . hahs .
alright , tilL here .

& i found out smth , he has been msg-ing her .
sigh , what do u want frem her

2008-09-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Hey !
staying at home the whole days i guess ):
i'm sooooo lonely now ~ auuww .
can any kind souls like entertain me ? hehs .

Ppl ard me are slowly getting more and more emo .
Cheerup my dears ! i've somehow gotten myself out of it ?
i dunnoe fer how long but at least i'm smiling now (:
i hope u guys/girls out there can be the same too !
smiling is alwaes better then crying yea ?
try to get urself temp- out of it .
i believe u peeps can do it ! [: just fer a while ,
Khay ? i'll alwaes be there fer u peeps !
Love Loads .

2008-09-18T16:02:00.000+08:00

2008-09-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

18o9o8 .
Happy 5th month ; Xqr[小情人] - Yanling and me .
i wrote a letter to you , but u didnt come sch today, 'll pass t you tml , Love .

today in sch totally moodless .
i cant do anything right
DnT , i made a mess of my work .
i was buffing my work piece as i thought of it ,
i lost grip of the thing and it flew . ( 3 times )
Wdf am i doing . i destroyed the wood too . sigh .
i stood in front of the buffing machine and teared .
during science i cldnt control anymore so i laid down on my desk and cried .
fell asLp soon after , when i woke up , it was MT already .
during assembly things got better .
but back to square one when Ms Ong confiscated my fav ear stud . F .
wentdown straight with wawa and co .
Saw him and biggest smile of the day .
went home w/ Dine and
some stoopid stuffs took place btwn me dine and clement .

i sat on my stairs alone . listening to th song , looking at the pathment .
wished u wld appear , hug me tight and say everything's alright .
i missed you so bad it hurts .

2008-09-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

17th today .
First period was math ,
something happened and i ~~cried~~ in class .
Whole dae i was fooling ard trying hard to cover up .
i managed to make ppl ard me smile and all .
But yet deep down inside , i was drowning .
i noe u felt the weirdness in me today, thnks fer not exposing me .
after sch waited fer a while then went home .
the min i got home , i quarrelled with mummy . ridic~ aitex .
U dunnoe wdf has happened and how i'm feeling alright ! .
u made me recall wad happened in the past !
i hated you and i got myself out of it .
Dont let me hate u agn . because its not gonna be so easy this time .
~~cried~~ on the way to teck whye again . Sigh .
everything's running wild in my mind .
didnt talk to mummy all the way .
until dinner at Jack's Place in BPP .
now back at home , finding things to do .
i dont want to think abt stuffs at this point of time .
i put " reject all calls " , dont bother callin . need to be aLone .
i'll be fine , just fine . trust me .
thanks sister fer ur letter , made me teared once more .
bye fer now Love .

Love ,
me

2008-09-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

2008-09-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its the 16th already .
Everything's changing .
Everyone's changing .
Had been dazzing fer the past 2-3 hrs .
Its all empty in me ,
i cant recall wad happened today either .
feeling rather tired , breatheless .
Oxygen's getting lesser and lesser .
The pressure is getting bigger and bigger .
I dunnoe wads gotten into me or why i'm feeling this wae .
just feel that i'm abt to lose smthing really impt to me .
dunnoe wad it is , it just dont seem right .
i no longer know if i'm able to pick myself up when i fall again .

i dreamt of you .
u hugged me tight and kissed me on my forehead .
everything seem so perfect and beautiful .
but when i opened my eyes , u're gone .
then i realised everything was just a dream .

2008-09-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

2008-09-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Cant rmb wad happened in sch ( onlysome )
aftersch went Lotty with Xqr .
Met up with NicoLa and Peiyun soon after .
Then slack slack and makan-ed ,
we ate Ice-cream at dunoe which shop , darm nice norh .
It just brightens up my day ! SmiLes C:
andnd i asked H.W why he alwaes wear pink , he got aliL pissed . lol
Then go Library studyy .
thought i wont see tat J.H derhs, and up i heard hys voice calling -
:" Straight hair meimei ! " i was like wtf ? hehs .
He talked about my post abt hym in my blog ( Yeah ! )
he went off soon after .
Me went home ard 5 : 30 +
Bathe , SLp , Eat , Slp .
Hehs , me tired .

Fyi : saw Naim & he poked me todae ! i love hys cheeky smile larhh dey !
at the same time made me miss Cdss . those daes we spent ther .
Everythng we went through . sigh . really missed u guys .

2008-09-14T16:14:00.000+08:00

2008-09-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its a sunday and yet i'm staying at home !
Cant believe that . sigh .
Daddy go "baibai" cos 8/15(chinese date) ,
then nobody bring us out .
But ltr at night , we going out to makan cum celebrate daddy's b'dae (:
His actual B'dae is tmL 15thSept .
Argh! i realised i forgot to print out my photos fer daddy .
Shld be printing later . hehs .
i'm really bored ! help ~ !

there will be a lot of photos uploaded ltr at night (:
Bye fer now !

Love ,
me

2008-09-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Wahahahahs .
Me back at home(:
Makan-ed under Gu2's Ktv lounge .
Headed to P.S to chose daddy's present .
The thing veh special ehs .
Its a big rectangle crystal with our faces in it .
Need to take photo so that they can lazer our face into the crystal .
When we taking the photo i kept giggling lorh . Funny larhs !
the guy who took my photos fer me kept playing w/my photos .
Stoo-pid . attention seeker ! ><
wah seh , th crystal darm ex . shit , bankrupt liao larhs . lol .
then went redhill to meet mummy .
saw Peishan sis . she coloured her hair , purplish-pink .
Nice larhh deyy i want also !
she made her nails too , veh piao liang :P
She make so nice cos she gonna have her w.photos taken on mon (:
wearin dh-gown with th long long end, its gonna be so gorgeous .
hehs . then go home , blahblah ~

tiLL here !
Love,
me

2008-09-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Sweet morning calls just woke me up , hehs .
Recieved sister's msges , want meet at P.S .
Kinda far larhh dey . but nvm , long time no meet sister liao (:
Getting ready soon .
Ltr evening might be meeting Xqr & co. play candles !
Ytd was my stoo-pid enermy's b'dae .
Hao larh hao larh , dont sae me no good ,
Happy B'dae (: dont get so moved and cry neh . hehs .
He got his b'dae bash in class , aisehh~
Kenna bullied (: hah ! i took my revenge too ! WAHAHHAHAs !

Ohay , till here . Miss me not C:

2008-09-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

11o9o8 .
Nothing special happened in sch .
But during Sci , FadiL made me really pissed .
Stop teasing and disturbing me , u freak ! argh ><
i was really attentive fer all my lessons todae !
I actually passed up my hmwk on time !
Melissa was like :" OMzg ? Anling's handing up her work ! "
Lols . zzz . Got so supprising meh ? stoo-pid .
then after sch i went home straight to change and get all my stuffs ready .
Met up with Wawa & co in lotty's Library .
was actually havin difficulty communicating as you noe ,
i'm alwaes noisy and loud ? then in library u gotta stay quiet . argh .
Andand this f.cking China man sitting beside us was like scanning us ?
He kept looking and staring and seeing . Grrr , tikoPeh(pervert) !
Yiwei and me was like laughing and laughing ?
Athirah that girl uh , she sat at one corner w/her legs stretched out .
Veh comfertable ehs ? lol , even took a pic of her in her " Nice " pose .
Makan-ed in Kfc and went home (:

alright !
gotta chiong my revisions ><
dont miss me ! C:

Love ,
Me

2008-09-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

wakakahs !
today in sch darm fun (:
1st period was Geog , i actually copied evry sgle thing on dh slide .
2nd period math, hahs ! i actually fell asLp. tired & bored !
then bLahbLah~ crapped and fooled ard with dh-5 devotees .
Me and thirah was ghey-ing ard .. she's sooo ke ai ><
Jy cried during recess . hush~ my dear , evrythin's gona be ok .
& / u gotta know this , my Wangzi bully me neh ! sigh ): *cry*
Last period was math agn , ARGHs ! but i did smth proud (:
i took my revenge on FADil ! he fell asLp and i purposely miss call hym.
He actually jumped up ! OMG . cute .
After sch went remediaL w/Lesbo . we did all sorts of stoo-pid stuffs (:
Play-ed hide and seek . hahs .
then went home upon recieving daddy's msg .
He's back ! iMissedhymsoooomuch !

Love ,
Me !

2008-09-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

2008-09-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

o8o9o8 !
Happy 2nd month to : Dh 5 Devotees (: Kelly , Anling , Carene , Charmaine , Athirah !
Happy 1st month to : Cheeky Monster :D Anling & Pearlynn !

First day of school today .
Nothing much happened ?
Stoo-pid , they change th time-table agn .
Cant really recall wad happened in sch today , so ....
SKIP~
after sch went lotty with Xqr & co.
H.W called Xqr fer help . Lols .
Then we one whole grp of charbos chiong up to rescue hym . hahs .
dhen crapped ard and all .
Went Library study neh ( omg , i cant believe i did that , lol ) .
Got this guy , not sure of hys name .
Wahh !~ big bully i tell you ! he bully me like nobody's business lorh ):
But nvm , i noe he playing only . hehs .
Got home , bath , watch tv and makan .
Wad a day ...

Love ,
me .

2008-09-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Went U. Lawrance's baby's 1st mnth party .
Its really crowed there .
Ate and went W.M shop .
Walked around and went home ard 5 .
Nothing much happened today .
I miss my Sundays with daddy .
i'm all alone at home now .
Daddy , pls come home soon .

Love ,
Me .

2008-09-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。回头看看你发誓取得的目标，然后评判你到底有多成功。无论是烹调还是爱情，都用百分之百的负责态度对待，但是不要期求太多的回报。

　　　　　　
因为陌生，所以勇敢，因为距离，所以美丽。　　　　　　　

2008-09-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

2008-09-06T21:07:00.001+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Woke up ,washed up and went Lotty with my siblings .
Ate KFC again ><
After dhat go walk walk ,
bought my stuffs and waited fer Nicola outside minitoons .
After dht they started coming into the arcade .
saw this uncle playing para para ,
Lols ! he like want poke ppl sia ! where got ppl play para2 will clap derhs ?
Joker sia . even took video of hym too ! 'll try up load .
And he laughed me about my bangs again .
" No funny aitex , make me dont wann talk to you . Stoo-pid ."
Crapped ard & saw Darling, LingSheng, GekCheng, Hubby & X.Gou at LJS .
then see see look look and went home .
In the bus saw Joshua ,he kept whispering to hys friend lorh . So gay .
Went upstairs straight . Washed up and nap fer a while .
Tonight gonna stay up late with sister ;]

Although everything seem fine fer me today
There's still some uneasy in me
But i know its gonna be over soon
Daddy , when are you coming back ?
i miss you .

Love ,
Me .

2008-09-05T17:16:00.001+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Mummy woke me up today .

Feeling so much better .

Went Jurong fer lunch .

Then walk walk in JEC .

Gavin suddenly msged me ..

i told hym where am i then he came over ,

in less then half an hour .

loLs , not bad uh . very fast . hahs .

He purposely walk pass me lorh , then give one LJB.

and and , he disturbed me about my Bangs ):

but in the end say cute norh . lols .

i was like , " thanks ? " hehs .

baby going home soon ): sigh .

Alright , till here .

Love ,

Me .

2008-09-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Back at home , in my room .

Feeling rather dead .

i'm tired or what , i dunnoe .

Mummy was shocked as i ate a lot just now .

Whereas i ate almost nothing fer lunch .

Suddenly feel very empty inside of me .

So i thought i'd just stuff things in .

Now dht i'm bloated , i still feel the emptiness .

It like as if i'm floating . feeling very light .

Maybe i'm just tired . Get some rest and i'll be alright .

Goodnight fer now .

and i know i'll be just fine .

Love ,

me .

2008-09-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

4o9o8 , 1141am .
Woke up by Otong's morning calls .
No one's at home accept fer me .
Dunnoe whr i'm going later .
Can i just sLp and dun wake up ?
No appetite either .
Its gonna be a long day .

I miss you Daddy .

2008-09-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

o3o9o8 . i'll rmb this day .
it helped me learn alot .
and i forgot something really important .
I no longer know what is " Sistership " .
She was right , i was wrong .
I know nothing about "sistership" .
The hurt in me wasnt about what happened todae ,
but the whereabouts of them when i was in trouble .
She called her , she couldnt come down .
I called and msged her , she didnt ans nor reply .

But still , Thanks .
Ur absence helped me grow up .

2008-09-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

2008-09-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Hohohohs !
i'm back frem Lotty [:
thought i wldnt go out but end up i did , yay me !

met up with Cheeky monster at phoenix Lrt ard 12:45.
reached lotty and met up with Wawa and Lesbo .
went up and down , dunnoe wad we want fer lunch . lols .
then decided to go down makan Mac .
thats when we saw Athirah and co & talktalktalk .
When we makan-ing , i veh high larh siah .
i kept singing and singing (: in baby tone ( act cute only ! eLehx )
then we went walkwalk . bought my ear stud in the Bluez . ( silver pink ! )
After dhat , went 340 slack . we took many snapps too !
all the wae they were teasing me about my fringe , stooo-pid !
but end up they say cute [: glad to hear that can ?
then went home with wawa .
on the lrt after wawa got off , a baby boy kept waving at me .
hehs , he kept giggling so i giggled too . cute larh deyys !

2008-09-02T10:17:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

wahahahs !
its 2o9o9, 10:23am (:
iive got a question , hungry ghost festival over already ?
hehs , i already lived with fear fer the past one month .
And it's terriblee :0
andand , its a tuesdae yea ? hehs .
well , the fact is , i 'm not going anywhere ! (:
woke up early today !
showed my lovely fringe to daddy ,
he was like :" OH ? thats so cuuuuuutttte! "
and started messing up my fringe .
Lols . i'm like :" Ouuhhkhayyy ? "
Stoo-pid , make me feel like a kid ><
i believe peeps out there are still sound asLp . hahs .
FYI, : my baby cousin is coming to singapore tmL C: Yay !

Alrights , Gtg .
Shall post more tonight ( if i'm in the mood ) .
Hehs , Dont miss me yea ?
"Arhem ! " i noe you do! C:

2008-09-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

WARNING ! " Strickly NO Laughing ! " :C

didnt take alot ><>

2008-09-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its o1o9o8 .
woke up ard 11plus i think ?
then went phoenix there slack .
then went redhill , Zenith .
Sister put extension then took out again .
She say pain ><
then mummy ask me if i wann put .
But i cant find the length i wan ):
So i went through some magazines .
& decided to cut my fringe .
That fringe i got more then 10 yrs didnt cut liao lorh ! lols .
See , me so yong gan ! C: hehs .
khay larh, i go upload my pic liao .
ltr my wangzi wait till fall slp .
hehs .
Wangzi , make ur hair faster grow ! ><

2008-08-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its 30o8o8 !
Forgot who woke me up . hehs .
Got changed and daddy sent me to sch .
i was like the first to reach ? ard 9 : 50 .
when Otong came i then found out dht we're to report ard 10 : 15 .
its like : OMg ? i'm damn bloody early ?! hehs .
then talked to Security guard . he damn funny larh deyy !
After dht ppl sarted coming in .
When i first saw Kim , i was like : " we're so dhe very same (: "
she thought dhe same . hahs . cute larh she .

reached east coast .

unpacked stuffs and Judy went :" i want start fire ! "

then she carried on . thn LALALALALA ~
we cycled , played volleyball .
Wdf you gotta noe this ,
When me , AKL , Wangzi , Elisa and cheak min was playing V.ball .
a Guy go Geh Kiang wann teach us play v . ball .
He frem china i think . he made us run after the ball everytime norh .
Dhen another two joined in with hym . Bully sia ! stooo-pid .
then AKL angry with hym . when her turn , she hit veh hard .
then we all gathered and bully hym ! made hym run after dh ball .
whenever he run after dhe ball , we'll sae :" Good doggie ! "
hahs . then he noe about wad we're up to liao so he bullied us more!
then Wagzi bueh tahan scolded hym . lols .
after a while, he also cannot tahan and left .
dhen alot happened after tt ~
rained a little ard 5 plus and i saw rainbow !
Went home after dht .

i'm in love with dh Sea (:

2008-08-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Its 27o8o8 .
Went sch as per normal .
While walking into the Parade ground ,
he walked beside me . as its really crowded ,
he actually bumped into me ! hehs . shy larh deyys !
then somemore he smiled at me ! Wahh ! fly over the moon .
FYI , just find hym veh cuutee , nothing else .

and and , during Eng period , cher didnt come so we play ard .
Was chasing Fadil ard the classroom .
after tt he kicked my leg i think , then i angry .
then i went back to my place sulking .
and laid down on my table .
Fad immediately run over , :" ehs , dont cry neh " .
He gently shook me a little . i peeped at hys worried face .
loL , he damn cute narhs ! Omg , did i just said that ? lols .
then he went to kelly and asked her wad to do .
i'm like laughing silently larhs !
then he ran back again , :" dont cry leh , wei ... dont cry leh ". hahs !
FadiL , u're so damn foolish and cute bodoh .
After sch he saw me then geh geh smile at me . hahs .

Went home straight ): at night then go Plaza . Bored .

Anna ; AhBee . 27o8o8 (: Last long ehs . ♥

2008-08-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Its 24o8o8 .
Went out with them as usual on Sunday .
Ate my lunch at china town there .
Went Orchard point after that .
Shopped and shopped . Bought my Guess wallet .
Daddy bought 2 pairs of Bonia shoes and a belt . i chose derhs (:
After dht went over to Central point t shop again .
Bought my MNG tank top .
Actually want buy my black GAP shirt , but dhat stupid place dont have .
Next week's target , th black BEBE shirt and and th GAP shirt !
I ate something special today , at Haagan-Dazs .
Its a cookie and cream mooncake . Cute larhh deyys !
its cookies and cream ice-cream inside , interesting right ? hehs .
( took a pic of it )Wads more " interesting" is its price . Lols .
Fetched mummy ard 7 plus then go makan at somewhere near town .
Crystal Jade dunnoe wad . hehs .
After tht went lotty to buy Groceries and went home .
Tml got sch ! GRRRRRrrr .
i wann Friday faster come then got one week holi ! weEtx!

Bye !

2008-08-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

2008-08-23T20:24:00.001+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Its 23o8o8 !
Woke up ard 7 plus atomatically siol .
hehs . today me turn to be dh Early Bird (:
He finally replied my msg .
Wanted to go out with AKL and co . derhs .
But end up didnt lerh . cos of some reasons .
sigh . sorry leh AKL ): dont angry lehh .
then went over to Bangkit myself , Charmaine and Weiting picked me up .
Went over to TATA's hse ard 1 : 30 .
Ate cake , Sang songs while Siti played dh guitar (: So fun .
After dhat ate a little food fer lunch and went off .
Cab home ard 6 plus . hehs .
Reached home and my first reaction was :" WDF ? dhere they are ".
My granny and Aunty in myhse . WDF larhs , then She nag nag nag .
I went straight up into my room and the two monsters came running into my room .
They ended up getting scolded by me (: hehs .
nt really scold larh only ask them to stop playing and go makan . Hehs .

4 days liao . sigh . How long more to go . i just cant bring myself to Speak up .

2008-08-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

Its 22o8o8 .
Hehs went to sch as usual.
But there's smth special about me todae , guess wad ?
i went to sch w/o my sch badge . Wahahahas .
okhay , i noe . i'm being lame . lol.
i was really hyper at dhe start untill dh end of science ,
my mood went down all the way .
i ~~cried~~ during Art . sigh
i failed my 3 main subjects .
WDF larhs . sigh .. Guess wad i got fer math , 10 / 100 sial . F.CK !
i'm so gonna get scolded . ):
then at the same time , i found out my f.cking anklet went missing !
i think cos when i was having my pe , i moved too much and caused it to drop .
Lesbo lost hers too ): WDH ..
Didnt smile at all untill sch ended .
Went down to meet AKL and co. (:
they damn hyper larhs !
Asked Her about the blog spamming thingy with Wangzi .
She was like , :" No ? i dunno about it ". i was like , as if ?
lols . Lesbo didnt go dance todae neither did Wangzi .
Wdf lorh . nvm . i went with AKL , cutie pie and elisa .
I didnt change into dhe dance attire , only the three of them .
During the dance , we were like so damn slacking larhs can ?
we were fooling ard (: Cher talked about going overseas after SYF .
hehs . me wann go somewhere dht has SNOW (: wahahahahs !
Cher let us off at 4 plus . Went canteen to slack .
We were singing while wawa played the guitar .
So damn bloody fun ! they simply brighten up my day (:
Dhen ard 6 we went out of sch .
It was actuallly raining ! We ran out of sch straight .
Wawa was holding on to a wierd gigantic umbrella to shelter her baobei guitar .
lols . we kept disturbing her .
Elisa like wad siah ! Go splah water on us ! we went all wet !
We even took snaps of us under the rain (: FUN larhh bodoh !
But very cold norhs . after that , me , wawa , AKL took the same lrt home .
we were like playing with the big big umbrella wawa had (:
Sh cute larhh deyys .

The journey home seem so long .
I walked in the rain alone .
Listening to dh song .
Memories of us when u sent me home , flashed through my mind .
i really missed you . Ur hugs , ur kisses .
It all seem like it happened just ytd .
But i know , i can never have it back .

Didnt talk to my parents fer 3 days already .
Sigh . I srsly dunnnoe wad to do .
So Lost inside .

2008-08-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its 20o8o8 todayy.

Carene ; Wifey 20o8o8 - we're offcially married (: Love ya .

nothing much happened to dae .
in class slack and slack .
only during math , i paid more attention .
half wae through , daddy msged me .
:" GirL , remember to msg me when you're on the way home . "
wdf , dhere he goes again . sigh . i'm a freaking criminal now):
no more freedom .
after sch , recieved another msg , :" Girl , are you home yet ? "
sigh , can u give me a bloodly break ?!
went teckwhye to meet mummy . saw granny an aunty half way .
then went fer massage at my back and went home .
i rushed down to meet her w/o having my lunch ,
and yet she can forget about it . NVM . and so i skipped lunch .
She talked to me but i only answered :" ok , yes , no , havent ".
didnt want to talk to anyone .
she shouted ;" wad is wrong with you ? did anyone offend u?"
i didnt ans and just walked to the bus stop .
throughout the whole journey home ,
i'm the one walking in front alone . Listening to th same song .
tears eventually streamed down my face as i walked .
no one noticed .

No one on earth understands how i feel .
it's in a chaos . everything's in chaos .
i want to let go of all my emotions but i dunnoe how to .
everyda i go sch . i'd have to smile at everyone . play ard .
continue my cheerful and crazy me . but its tiring .
GirLs , ytd i was so high during dance right?
but the fact was , i was crying inside .
Helpless , Loneliness , Lost , Missing , Hatred , Love .
sigh . i cant go on like this .

2008-08-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

19o8o8 todaee .
ytd was 18o8o8 .

GAVIN LIAW - LaoGong ! takecare aitex ? allthbestinfindingur Miss Perfect :D

YANLING - XQR ! happy 4 th month ! (: maywelastlonglong ! mwuuaahhs :D

really high todaee . so damn hyper :x hehs .
time past really fast . was looking fer dh girL .
dunnoe where dh hell she went . Recess and after sch aso cannot find .
to her : i already noe who u liao horh .
dont let me noe u still go ard barking using her name .
after sch went fer dance .
throughout it we were like laughing and joking ard larhh ! expected . lols .
all thanks to them (: they were really cute larh deyys .
~~after dance straight , he called , picked me up frem sch .~~
~~wdf larhs . my mood frem 99% totally went down to 10% . F.CK .~~

i srsly dunnoe wad is wrong with you two aitex .
so sudden . u shld trust me tt i noe wad i'm doing .
if i wanna do all those stuffs , i wld have disappeared frem this hse long ago .
this hse no longer contains the love frem everyone . She left . things changed .
i'm still on the verge of getting used to it . dh news she tld me , till now i'm still
convincing myself tt its all fake . 14 yrs already . how long else are u going to lie to me !
i'm the only one who had been crying and worrying over this .
14 yrs already ! everytime i looked at the both of u .
i srsly wonders wad exactly was in ur mind then .
this hse is no longer where i used to stay . th hse i used to live in contains a lot of happiness , laughter , smiles , Love . So many times i felt like running away frem this place .
but i thought of each and everyone of you .
ITS NO LONGER THE SAME . i'm tired ! this is so much to ask frem a 14 yr old girl .
TOO MUCH ! i wanted to hate u , but i cant bring myself to !

2008-08-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

♥ babyrachyy

its 17o8o8 todae .
cried dh min i woke up .
sigh . those msges i typed in tears .
went out with my family as usual .
Watched 12 lotus ard 4:15 at bigis junction.
Touching , cried abit .
after tt , went over to redhill .
Ate dinner at somewhr near vivo dhen went home .
sigh . i'm all mixed up now .

now its all my fault ? my fault she rejected you ?!!
my fault tt the juniors noe about it ?!
WHY r u blaming me ?! u think i feel happy about it ?
FERGET it ! i shldnthave appeared in WSSS ! sighh .
i'm tired of crying over all these over the past few nights .
i'm tired aitex ! i'm srsly tired !

2008-08-17T00:05:00.001+08:00